Sunday, September 28, 2008

Just a Little Weary

It's been a really long and trying week...
So much in my heart 

I have not been able to locate "Little Mommy" at school in  a week...
that is not a good sign
My heart aches, but I can't give up hope until we talk again

Holly, Shaun and I had chatted about this at Hip Hop on Thursday eve.
On the way home afterwards, I stopped at a light
You'll never guess who walked in front of my vehicle...
Little Mommy and Boyfriend

I am realizing that God can cause our paths to cross anywhere, any time
 and am waiting on Him...
But it's been hard

Also had quite a run in with a "tough guy" at school this week
I hate being the Meany Hall Monitor...I REALLY hate it!
I know I am fair...yet it doesn't feel like it when the kids don't see it that way.


He won't talk to me right now, but I have prayed for him and He smiled and chuckled as he refused to talk to me towards the end of the week.
I think he'll come around.

There have been some other more personal heart wrenching situations over the weekend
So, I have not recuperated as much as I would have liked
I am just a little weary from the battle right now.
I have felt the need to put my sword down and rest for a while...

Yet the urgency of the moment won't allow it
So...I am drawing on Him as I prepare for the coming week
 and praying that it will be a week full of good news!






7 comments:

Shaun and Holly said...

Jenny,
As you raise your sword up, know that there are those around you supporting your arm to war.
Holly
XOXO

Mona said...

These are the lyrics to
Don't give up.This is for the kids in their time of confusion.
Bless you Jen for your unconditional love for the children of your school and the will to serve God by helping them.
We are with you in prayer
Stay strong.

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

Julie said...

Bless your heart, Jen! God has promised us we will never fight these struggles alone. And He gives us the armor to withstand the battle. Praying you have a better week and sending big {hugs} your way!

Rhonda said...

Praying for strength for you, my friend! God has placed you there - remember it is not your position but His.

Bless you!!

Amy said...

Thinking and praying for you as well.

Cheryl said...

Thanks for being real.
I love it, God loves it.
He loves your momma heart too. He will bring them back to at the right moment.... and not a moment sooner.

Tammy said...

You are being light in a very dark world. May you get plenty of divine moments with this young Mom. It will mean the world to her that you care.
blessings....